I don't know
Which was the moment
I just remember suddenly being here

The body is dead
My mind is the controller
All seems so bright and fast
My heart will breathe

I never meant to disappear so long
I had to leave
I was feeling tainted
I never meant to disappear so long
I left our home to try to fund us something better

I know big love
I have to give more than hard words

But if you say you're in the game
You'll be my sick, sick, sick
My sweet bone breaker

But if you say you're in the game
You'll be my sick, sick, sick
My sweet bone breaker
Say the code word, slow
Stop that freaky motion, slow
'Cause I'm fierce and sad
I'm fierce and sad
I'm fierce, I'm self, self destruction