I meant what I said
if only in my head, if only in my bed
But I screamed it to the mirror and I wrote it in a letter
He won't hear it but it really made me feel better
It built up inside
I took it to the grave where most things
I would say are laying in a pile
they've been there for a while
I should probably go and sort it out
but sometimes I feel like a child

And oh, I know I really
could do better for myself
Oh and oh, I know I really could do better

The secrets I hide
Are better left unsaid
They're safer in my head
'Cause I don't wanna start a fire
I feel like all the burning
Might cloud up all the reasoning
I had inside for holding on to all these burdens

Oh, I know I really
could do better for myself
Oh and oh, I know I really could do better

I got a million things I believe
I really never say anything I think
'Cause I'm scared they'll be mad at me
I'm scared they'll be mad at me
Oh
Oh