Ruin my life and run away

Bury it down for another day

How can I hide this suffering

If I can't hide me from myself now?

Everything hurts like hell now

Growing up got me spellbound

Face down

Waiting for the end to come around

I feel better in the dark

Hate can't fix a broken heart

There's no way I'm gonna start tonight

If I write it down and tear it up

Tell myself I'm not enough

Question every word I've ever said

Run away from everyone

Hurt myself and call it love

Maybe I'll be beautiful again

(maybe I'll be beautiful again)

Why would I love this part of me?

Only been fucking up everything

Why is this who I gotta be?

Clarity's tearing me apart

'Cause I feel better in the dark

Hate can't fix a broken heart

There's no way I'm gonna start tonight

Disappear and hit rewind

I'll tell everyone I'm fine

Same old song repeating on and on and on

If I write it down and tear it up

Tell myself I'm not enough

Question every word I've ever said

Run away from everyone

Hurt myself and call it love

Maybe I'll be beautiful again

(maybe I'll be beautiful again)

When I can't pretend

When I hit rock bottom

When I finally reach the bitter end

The bitter end

If I write it down and tear it up

Tell myself I'm not enough

Question every word I've ever said

Run away from everyone

Hurt myself and call it love

Maybe I'll be beautiful again

(maybe I'll be beautiful again)

Maybe I'll be beautiful again

Maybe I'll be beautiful