I was missing something
I was missing something in me
I was living in such a way
The good I had couldn't be given away

All the minutes in between
The lauging and the agony
All the life running everything
Going through my fingers skin

I had to hold my breath
and jump into this highness
I felf the air being hold tight
Now I can swim while I bleed

I tried to close my eyes
the sadness burned me inside
I cried for those who stopped
and did not see what they were

I was sorry for the bad advice
and what they felt when then let it go
I rememberd all I learned but it didn't worked
I'd cried again upon my head if I weren't strong

All the minutes in between
The lauging and the agony
All the life running everything
Going through my fingers skin

They made me carry on and somehow
I didn't regret of what I came across
I guess I loved but I didn't make it worth
I guess that's why it's one more that I lost

I tried to look ahead but was attached to the past
I guess I felt sorry for myself
I am alone in the dark without no one else to hear
They didn't know what I felt

All those hours wasted away for the glory of those
who never gave me the word
In life I haven't had time enough to make it worthy
But I could not just to screw up

It is in these times
when what matters comes to fore
It is in these times
when I see I've done it wrong

I guess I just never knew how to live
life the honarble way
I guess I felt too many times for someone
who didn't admit a fail
I guess I just never learnt how love
could make it change
cause in deep we don't know if
it all matters in the end