Wide-eyed prodigal daughter
I looked at you like something I'd won
Knew it from the second I saw ya
Kissing you made me feel like someone

For all my seasonal blues and my silent rules
You loved all of the quirks that make me me
You were a stable room in a crumbling house
And you hid your doubts effortlessly

And I'm asking, when did I stop being fun to you?
Did you stay longer than you wanted to?
And now I'm staring at the ceiling
For all that pain, I guess we're even
You wanted to believe that I could change
And now I'm drinking just to sleep through
At least it's easier to hate you
The worst thing that you did was say you'd stay

I still feel like a baby
But it's not that cute to be this sad now
And you said we're evergreen, some shit you didn't mean
'Cause everything wilted under my storm cloud

For all my seasonal blues and my silent rules
You loved how I was certain about us
You were a stable room in a crumbling house
And now everything around me's turned to dust

And I'm asking, when did I stop being fun to you?
Did you stay longer than you wanted to?
And now I'm staring at the ceiling
For all that pain, I guess we're even
You wanted to believe that I could change
And now I'm drinking just to sleep through
At least it's easier to hate you
The worst thing that you did was say you'd stay

All that love's just floating around
I got a hole in my heart where you used to come round
And I'm a nightmare, trust me, when it all gets loud
But you said it was fun, before you let me down
All that love's just floating around
I got a hole in my heart where you used to come round
And I'm a nightmare, trust me, when it all gets loud
But you said it was fun, before you let me down