(yeah)

I just came from the school
Another day that everyone used me like a tool
Why am I always the one being called fool
That ain't cool

But things keep repeating
Once and once again
All what I want is love
But all what I get is pain

Mother said me to never forget to smile
But she ain't being here for a while
Things changed
And people became more strange
I'm trying to keep me calm
But all what I see is rage

At every new time they hurt me
Another time that I'll feel like an hostage
It's being hard to keep crawling to the stage
Is it all about my pretty dam faith?
I'm there for them
But when I need them the most they always say
''sorry I'm late''
And my answer: don't worry mate
You just forgot about my own case... again
And again

I need you close
Just hold me here and don't let go
I need you so, close
I need you close
Just hold me here and don't let go
I need you so, close

Dear mind, I made it throught the day
I may have said ''I'm fine, thanks''
To everyone gettin' on my way
But I swear I didn't mean it once
But it was enough to make it pass throught their scanner
Cause people are always asking ''how you going''
But they don't actually wait for an answer''
Maybe you're even dying or lying, that doesn't matter
You have a lot to say? send them a letter
Or just write it down in your diary
Until it feels a bit better!
Yeah, believe me it will
The rage goes away, but the pain stills
On my heart, in my mind
It's running all my body
She's gettin'hard to find
I'm feeling like I'm giving up
Or I'm just losing another fight
No please, hold it tight!

But my nightmares became all real
I'm supposed to feel stuffs
That I can no longer feel
People are screaming around
And I'm just trying to be taken with the crowd
Cause they hate me, and that breaks me
They tear me down, and that takes me
I'm just trying to be good, but they hate me!
They never wanted me to stay
Everytime I tried to get closer, they just pulled me away
So now I'm darker and colder
That's what they say
'cause really deep inside I'm feeling
I'm still beeding
You can't hear me, but I'm screaming!
I'm stuck and I'm never getting free
I wish I could have faith but they've murdered me

I need you close
Just hold me here and don't let go
(yeah let's do it)
(yeah just let it go... nah)
I need you so, close
I need you close
Just hold me here and don't let go
I need you so close

So that's my life
I think I'm lost on time
Right now
And forever