Maybe I should've been a painter

But I can't stick between the lines

Maybe I should've been a builder like the old man

Get home to you just after five

Not smart enough to be a doctor

Can't even take care of myself

Wish there was more money in horses

But I'd probably lose that bet as well

I know I should be grateful

For all the things that I've got

Theres a million and one reasons I should be happy

But I'm fucking not

I got so much more

Than I bargained for

Now I'm beating mysеlf up

I'm dying on the floor

I thought it would bring me some pеace

But its started a war

Now its ripping us apart

I don't know anymore

It's a double edged sword

It used to be so much easier

When I was doing the rounds

And even though I'd get home late

At least my feet were on the ground

I know I should be grateful

For all the things that I've got

And I know I should be happy

But I'm fucking not

I got so much more

Than I bargained for

Now I'm beating myself up

I'm dying on the floor

I thought it would bring me some peace

But its started a war

Now its ripping us apart

I don't know anymore

It's a double edged sword

It's a double edged sword

But I've only got myself to blame

That I'm not proud

Maybe if I bang my head off the wall again

I'd figure it out

I got so much more

Than I bargained for

Now I'm beating myself up

I'm dying on the floor

I thought it would bring me some peace

But its started a war

Now its ripping us apart

I don't know anymore

It's a double edged sword

It's a double edged sword