I've got myself to blame for this
I've tried to compensate for everything I'm not
And every face forgotten
You felt the sun warming your bed
You look so quintessential
Pressed against that cross
In the face of what was lost
Still I am not asking much of me
You're ignoring the matter

You'll shut me up and bleed me dry
With cheap champagne and a complicated lifestyle
But if nothing else matters
Then I will die trying
Thinking about you and I

Three years on Friday since we met
You felt that existential kiss upon your neck
How could we forget that?
Still I'm through acting like this feels right
And that nothing else matters

You'll shut me up and bleed me dry
With cheap champagne and a complicated lifestyle
If nothing else matters
Then I will die trying
Trying not to think about

Saw yourself and no one else
It's on yourself and no one else
But with our hearts tied (?)
I guess it serves me right

You'll shut me up and bleed me dry
With cheap champagne and a disappearing lifeline
If nothing else matters
Then I will die trying
Thinking about you and I

You'll shut me up and bleed me dry
Only a matter of time
With cheap champagne and a complicated lifestyle
Only a matter of time
Santi