Dead or Alive
Sickness or gift?
Reality or illusion
Kindness or merciful?
Sacred or cursed
Ignorance or opinion?
Innocent or guilt
Fact or story?

Throw away your guns and with bare hands rip off my heart
Drifting and burning and learning things we rather not
We are the desperate and guideless since we murdered God
Still trying to measure the pain that we felt from our loss

Answer or question
doubt or lesson?

I go (go back in time) we cant get back all the things that we left behind
So no (I can't go on) stucked in the place where I died so many times
Feel, how it feels? To have your world view, turned into ashes
Feeling the reflux in my throat as I try to rationalize, pretend I'm surprised

Is this enough?
Is this too much?
Answer me now!
Regorge the words.