I'm still here DESPITE myself and all i've done just haven't found anywhere else to go in my room the walls are closing in on me or so it seems if i stare long enough i wanna walk away i don't know what to believe anymore HOW does it feel now to know i know now? to find out that you're only human after all? i'd fight the world single handed if i had to but when i'm with YOU i'm so very fragile and sometimes my SUFFERing makes me want to laugh it's the way that i threw away the key then again where's the beauty in breaking up? where's the sense in drinking wine in smoking ruins?