There is a prison everywhere I take myself
No more losing anything I never had
Ive just begun to deal with living without recourse
And I will pay for what the power did to me

Sitting in a little room the walls cave in
Nothing more to think about, now im gone
Does it really matter what kind of drugs I took
The last thought I had
Was something I chose to forget

Im so sick I make up friends,
I talk to myself, im so alone
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick I cut myself, I shoot up drugs,
I have two names
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick I cry at night, I wet my pants,
I drink too much
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick I hate myself, I swallow pills,
I think im god
Its really not like being here at all

Kill the thought dont ever leave me by myself
The little things I like to think of come to life
Im through with all the lying when I talk to myself
I dont ever want to be this way again

Im so sick I make up friends,
I talk to myself, im so alone
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick I cut myself, I shoot up drugs,
I have two names
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick I cry at night, I wet my pants,
I drink too much
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick I hate myself, I swallow pills,
I think im god
Its really not like being here at all

Living in a world where no one talks to me
Move your mouth, I dont understand a word you say
I think youre trying tell me that im killing myself
But you dont know ill live til the end of time

Im so sick I make up friends,
I talk to myself, im so alone
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick I cut myself, I shoot up drugs,
I have two names
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick I cry at night, I wet my pants,
I drink too much
Its really not like being here at all
Im so sick I hate myself, I swallow pills,
I think im god
Its really not like being here at all

There is a prison everywhere I take myself
No more losing anything I never had