I don't want it to be clean
I just want you on my team
Needed to be how I need
So I burn out to be free
I don't want to leave you out
I just wanna leave the house
Find something to think about
Maybe take a walk around
I would tell you if I knew
What I needed you to do
But I can't see through the blue
And I have not a clue
Guess I wanted to be strange
And I'll wanna feel my age
Wonder If you wanna stay
Or if it's just easier that way
You give it to me for free
And I don't think that you see
That you don't get much from me
No, you don't get much from me
How I love you

Let it have you how it was
It's never what I thought
It's never what I thought