() Spoken in background

(You can say you love me...)
I'll be visiting you
(It's true)
Depression, my friend
(You can say you love me)
I sit at your feet in this dark room of regret
(you can say it)
Cold, Shivering, choking on the green gas
that seeps from your nostrils It goes
(you can say that you love me it's true)
born in a brothel as you wheeze
and cough a congestive rythme until you speak
and the vapors slither out and fill the room
and i fall further into your heavy diatribes of doom
(YOU CAN SAY THAT YOU REALLY DO)
on my knees

(YOU CAN SAY YOU LOVE ME
ITS TRUE BUT YOU CANT SAY
YOU RAPED ME BUT YOU CAN SAY YOU LOVE ME
(Sorry there is more but I cannot distinguish it
I think along the lines of being abused and that it cant be love)

Infront of me neatly in rows they're all sets of, of
weapons and other sorts of killing devices
a knife, pills, razorblades, a noose made of human hair
a loaded. 50 caliber dessert eagle
full clip, one in the chamber, saftey off
an ink pen with a poison tip, a shotgun
a syringe loaded with pure fucking heroine
beside me an open window whispers
it's invitation to enter it's mouth
begs to... eat me so I can plummet
to the rock bottom of it's empty belly
Or I could back out of here, slowly
without notice into the opening day

blind my eyes from the sun and ride
this fucking rediculous adventure to the end
and keep fighting and keep laughing and and watch my flesh die
still doing whatever the FUCK
i want however the FUCK i want on my FUCKING terms
so be it
(JUST LET ME (undistinguishable)

ill remain and earn it
a great life, a good death
every FUCKING day
and you know what they'll say?
They'll say: HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY!
Just look at her now! JUST LOOK AT HER, NOW!
No, no, no, no, no just
(Look at me, look what you've done to me!)
I'm not saying not to do it, I'm just saying sterlize it...
thats all i'm saying, no im not saying don't do it
i'm just sterlize it, sterlize it first. That's all I'm saying