I'm sorry
I'm ugly
All that I am
And I can never live up

I'm failing
I'm angry
Afraid of the ways
They pretend to be us

It's fucked up
I'm different
Words remain
My only escape

Art saves
All of me
Evolving

And now you're walking away

I'm not afraid
And now you're walking away

I'm not ashamed
And now you're walking away

(voodoo spell)

[II.]

My mistake
Was trusting you

Blood pigs
Were creating my fate

With poetry
And suffering

I cannibalized
Every ounce of my pain

I'm still afraid
Everyday

These greedy worms
They devour my plagues

I'm not your slave
I'm conquering
You see me rise

And now you're walking away

I'm not ashamed
And now you're walking away

I'm not afraid
And now you're walking away

[bridge & tunnel]

You can't hurt me anymore
You can't hurt me anymore

Fed from the wound from
Which we were bled

Vomiting filth in
Our soft cave heads

Chewing on tissue
Tendon and fat

Destroying the things
They do not understand

Tyrant
Betrayer
Parasite
Traitor

And still you feed them
And still you need them

I'm sorry
I'm ugly

Dangerous
Can't describe it enough

I'm failing
I'm angry

I use my fear
To empower my hate

I'm fucked up
I'm different

Words remain
My only escape

Art saves
All of me
Evolving

And now you're walking away

I'm not ashamed
And now you're walking away

I'm not afraid
And now you're walking away

And now you're walking away
And now you're walking away
And now you're walking away

(voodoo spell)

My mistake
Was trusting you

Blood pigs
Were creating my fate

With poetry
And suffering
I cannibalized
Every ounce of my pain

I'm still afraid everyday
You still suckle my pain
I'm not your fucking slave
So why you walking away?

Blood pig