(Verse 1)
I never thought that we would break up for the better
Should we never made the promiss to each other
So many things I should have said, that you didn't know
Coming in from a past, with a heavy load
But I knew that you were a good man
Give you love, You were faithfull, and showed on my hand
I know there are questions in your mind, you don't understand
With the words of this song I wanna answer them

Honesty, check
Conversation, check
A shoulder I could lean on, anytime I'm feeling stressed, check
Good loving, yes
The perfect soldier, yes
Was about to say I do
When I know I was a mess so I

(Chorus)
Searching my mind trying to figure it out
And I thought I was happy
But I'm having some doubts
Think I found the answer
And I know I must confess
I'm still in love with my ex

And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you
And in my heart I know that I gotta tell you
I shouldn't have gone from the situation to the next
I'm still in love with my ex

(Verse 2)
Every moment that I stayed, I dug a deeper hole
I was with you, but my heart wouldn't let em go
All my family told me: Kelly he's the one for you
I know your family love me, and I love em too
I'm so sorry for the pain that i put you through
But you shouldn't have to suffer, cause i'm confused
So much we're looking for, but future plans
Caused the love of my life, and I lost a friend

Good to me, yes
Security, yes
You were all the things I wanted to check
and everything, check
You were confidend, yes
Romantic man, yes
I gotta have said I do
When I know I was a mess so I

(Chorus)
Searching my mind trying to figure it out (figure it out)
And I thought I was happy
But I'm having some doubts ( having some doubts)
Think I found the answer
And I know I must confess ( I must confess)
I'm still in love with my ex (still in love)

And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you (said that I loved you)
And in my heart I know that I gotta tell you
I shouldn't have gone from the situation to the next
I'm still in love with my ex (still in love)

(Spoken)

Silence

I've gotta own this
(I've gotta own this)

I can't believe I'm saying this
Saying this all is the hardest part

(Chorus)
Searching my mind trying to figure it out
And I thought I was happy
But I'm having some doubts
Think about the ...
And I must confess
I'm still in love with my ex

And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you
And in my heart I know that I gotta tell you
I shouldn't have gone from the situation to the next
I'm still in love with my ex