My mood is inconsistent
And it changes with the weather
In the city of resistance
I haven't been feeling better
About anything or anyone
That I chose to believe in
And something tells me
I won't find the one thing that I needed

I'll pick myself up everyday
Won't let the world around me
Become a cage I can't escape
I keep in touch with my mistakes
But when they surround me
It's another panic state

And I never said a word
About the way that I was feeling
'cause I trained myself to lie
And tell myself that I am fine
Ever since I was a kid
I've always kept this pain inside
And I never had that person
That made everything alright

My mood is inconsistent
And it changes with the weather
In the city of resistance
I haven't been feeling better
About anything or anyone
That I chose to believe in
Something tells me
I'm about to see the consequence of feeling

If you ever tried to ask me
What was going on inside
I would sit alone in silence
While my thoughts eat me alive

If I could just go back in time
And stop myself
I'd stop myself from holding
Everything inside of my head
In my head lies the consequence
Of every feeling that I hide