I wish you would understand. I'll struggle through another story hoping you'll find a place for me. In my heart I knew there was something upsetting you. I'm sorry you were hoping for something more. I know you are watching me. I tried to be everything you wanted me to be.

And I don't know if I can. I just want you to say you're going to be here tomorrow. What would that say about me anyway? Do you think you could accept, or just please listen, instead of telling me what you feel inside.
I know you are watching me.
I tried to be everything you wanted me to be. And I don't know, I don't know, I don't know if I can do it on my own. I can't, I won't, and I don't want to try. I can't I won't and I don't want to say goodbye. I can't afford to waste another day.

I can't afford to throw it all away. I know you are watching me. I tried to be everything you wanted me to be. And I don't know if I can.
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