well, it's 9 pm and you still haven't called me back
i'll never try again, i think you feel like you're under attack
i don't think i can take it, i don't think i can make it
i just want this to go away

trying to be someone that you know you're not
it gets harder every day
all the lonely days, there's no one left to love
you wish life would go away

now it's 2 am and i'm pacing around on the floor
i wait for you to come home
but you never come walk through that door
now i'm trying to fake it, i just can't seem to shake it
i just want this to go away

trying to be someone that you know you're not
it gets harder every day
all the lonely days, there's no one left to love
you wish life would go away
you wish life would go away

I know one day i'll get through this
I know one day we'll be done
I know one day i'll find a way
To see you


now it's 6 am, and i smashed all that you left behind
i gotta throw this away, these things that'll never be mine

trying to be someone that you know you're not
it gets harder every day
all the lonely days, there's no one left to love
you wish life would go away

trying to be someone that you know you're not
it gets harder every day
it gets harder every day