(s. macdonald) Why do I try - fighting against your indifference? I always say its ok - I was only lying the last time You seem to want - to hear a song written about you Better write it yourself - or its not gonna be very flattering
Its not how I need it Its not how I planned it Its not how I want it But I got it
I admit that its lust - frees my mind from thinking Im not the last one - wholl fall to that emotion I am nothing - thats what you would have me believing Time to move on - to bigger and better disasters
Its not how I saw it Its not how I need it Its not how I want it But I got it
Its all a game My hearts a flame No ground to gain A speeding train
I always know when to quit - when Ive overstayed my welcome Im not unbreakable - sorry if I gave that impression I try to help you - but Im left with a handful of rope burn If I seem bitter - at least Ive conveyed my emotion
Its not how I need it Its not how I planned it Its not how I want it But I got it
Its all the same I lose again The cause to blame A speeding train