Obsessive Nightmare

Looking for truth among your lies.
Searching for innocence behind your eyes.
It was looking for moments of calm
that I found my agony.

You destroyed me, leaving me in the darkness.
Took away from me everything I had of better inside.
My memories of a time when all were better
and prettier than now.
Nothing remained...

I wanna find myself, but nothing I can make...
I want to stay away of this, but I do not obtain...
Looking at inside of me trying to find
a little of that I was one day...

You killed me...
Killing everything of good that already you made for me.
I hate these hazy mornings that, before,
were sunny and blue, but, however,
they reflect me to what I turned, but I’m afraid to admit.

This feeling that some day made me to love you
and today killed me for having placed you in first place,
could not, after all, be love.
But, forgive me for being worried me about you...
I do not have guilt...

I want to stop trying to find me through you
since you have destroyed me each time more
through this game...
I was strong, but you won...
But nothing is lost yet...

I hope you understand that I don’t make this for badly,
but to raise myself since you adored to see
and to feel my destruction... I won’t forget anybody.

You destroyed me, leaving me in the darkness.
Took away from me everything I had of better inside.
My memories of a time when all were better
and prettier than now.
Nothing remained...

I want to stop trying to find me through you
since you have destroyed me each time more
through this game...