Sun rises on another gloomy day. again I’m dressed
in black, it’s not healthy to feel this way. constant
fear running through my head. dreams turn to nightmares
I wake in a pool of tears. and everyday I feel I’m losing you. please
wait. (so I hold it inside and I will not let you go
now.) I’m not ready to say goodbye now. please stay. you’re slipping through
my fingers again. I watch another frail piece of you wither away.

I try to sleep. is this
only a dream? I pray this is only
a dream. I pray this is only a dream. is this the part
where we say goodbye? I’ll try to hold it in. it’s just so hard.